make up smears with overcast.

i haven`t posted here in a while, i miss it <3

curled up in my favorite cheetah blanket.
starving for attention.
hating the kind i get.
loving each inch that i don`t.
clearly speaking for yourself.
screw my impression on being kind hearted.
fucking playing the rules,
i`m cheating all the games.
say your true feelings backwards right?
fuck my excuse for an answer.
i`ve only got questions to spit.
answering questions with questioning answers.
say what?
stepping on heart ache,
smiling at lonlyness.
content in the position i`ve set myself in.
only getting yourself so far,
you`re the only one getting you there though.
my minds thinks backwards,
and is always ahead of my fingers.
now you`ve written it.
truth behind the mask of false advertisement.
suck it up,
you`ll see whatever it is you feel to believe.
been counting in minutes, instead of numbers.
gimmy seven minutes to love you, i`ll take three to forget you.
easy as cutting names into hearts.

i miss my old inspiration, picking up on new ones i guess.

- jaK