i feel at this time in my life, it`s best to let go. i have to cast out the negativity and remember this is my life. i know the people that once were, were here for a reason. they all helped in some way and made there presence known. each has a mark that will be left forever. like a scare, it never fades. but i have to realize i don`t need them. they also left for a reason, and are no longer here with me. some i know it was for the best and that we never should have tried so hard to keep it together, others i know it was much mutual differences. people always seem to change in one way or another. whether it be good or bad, you hold that in your eyes. no one can tell you, you`ve changed and it`s bad. if you`re happy with your changes then be proud.
me, i`m happy. generally happy. why shouldn`t i be. i`m learning to let go of my past and look forward to the future. vacation spots, anticipated birthday night, to exciting concerts. it`s all to come in the near future. i can`t help but have a smile. i always need to remember there`s always something good to come. if you`ve hit the bottom the only way you can go is up. i`ve hit my bottom for the month and now all i can do is look up. look forward to what i know is coming.
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