remember me,

i hope you`ll always remember me, even when you`re not looking down.
we never had a mutual love for each other, i`d say we never got along.
i`m much older now, you still don`t see me for who i am.
my dreams see to be a practical joke in your eyes.
i wish i could go back for a second and be a child, maybe somehow grasp your attention for a second.
now a days it`s a simple hello, or i`m leaving.
there`s no friendship, no father daughter nights out.
i envy those when i see them out with there parents, sharing love and good times.
i wish sometimes it was me, i wish i could put myself in there seat.
just once see how it feels to have a parent, a parent who really cares for me.
a parent who enjoys to be around there child.
i feel i`m a burden and you`ll be happier when i`m gone.
yet you`ve never shown true hate, or treated me horrible.
it`s mainly your attitude, i feel your annoyed.
sometimes i feel you wish i was never here.
that if i left forever your life would continue without bother.
i`ve made it this far without you, and i`ll continue my journey without you.