burning bridges.

i wrote you a song.
there were no words.
not to you anyway.
only i could see them.

i hate the way you can still make my mascara run,
without saying a word.
i cry for myself.
some want apologies,
not me though.
from you they`re only lies.
your sorrys' always had smiles behind them.
dig yourself a hole,
and bury our memories,
along with my heart.
hopefully you`ll forget mine only beated for you.
forget that at one time i was all you thought about,
the short time that is.
i read the old letters i never had the courage to give you.
they made me cry.
not from being sad though,
they where tears of laughter.
on how pathetic i was.
i never saw through your fake smile.
i see the lies now,
and how it was never my fault.
i dwell now on my mistake.
on my mistake of holding on.
putting to much time into a timeless matter.
all the tocks on the clock still wouldn`t be enough.
now buttons have been pushed.
and hearts have been broken.
let`s be through with each other.
and forget we had ever spoken.

"so bury me, in memory."