Monday, April 30, 2007

if i had a minute for every breath i`ve wasted.

bring me up,
let me fall.
it`s a pattern i`m always willing to follow.
feeling uncomfortable in my own skin.
i`d hide if there was a sure way i could never come out.
my trains ready to crash.
only because i feel out of control.
not running myself at the moment.
maybe it`s wanting to get away,
maybe it`s because i wish i still needed you.
i`d be a solid lie if i said hating you didn`t come as easy now.
i see everything clearly.
just can`t register them anymore.


haven`t eaten much,
not because i don`t want to, just because seems pointless.


wish for the day : that i didn`t change my mind so often.

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