portrait.

incomplete,
she`s no longer there.
i hold my hand out,
yet no ones there to walk me through.
he`s never been the same.
not since you left.
words have become shorter,
i love you`s become bitter.
hate fills each room slowely.
i run away in my thoughts.
i search for you.
a simple smile,
i search for you voice telling me it`s alrite.
call me a mistake.
maybe?
now a days i never can tell.
he always makes it seem that way.
would he notice if i ran away?
maybe his life would just continue without fault.
i looked at an old picture.
tears came to my eyes but nothing fell.
i`m happy you`re gone.
not because i don`t miss you,
but you no longer have to deal with the pain.
the pain of everyday life.
and the pain of seeing me become an even bigger disapointment.