Wednesday, April 4, 2007

an eternal love.

her body is gone, but her soul always remains.
i feel her, even though she`s been gone so long.
i wish i was you.
that i could be half the woman you were.
i know you cry when you see the person i`ve become.
if i was up there i`d feel the same.
when i lay down i sometimes think you`r next to me.
i cry in the bathroom and pretend you`re there.
i pretend you wipe my tears and remind me you love me.
atleast someone does right?
i try to hard to smile.
it doesn`t come naturally anymore.
even memories feel blank.
no emotion attached.
i feel like a shell of my former self.
i`ll end it one day, this time sucessful.
signing off, i`ll see you soon.

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